Sort of what I've become hey. It's such a cliche, but by the time I get home, have dinner, put the girls in bed, read stories, turn the light off 30 bazillion times and have a shower I'm just exhausted. To top it off, I got sick on my RDO on Tuesday, and have struggled through covering a whole ward, nightshift and then working today while being "under the weather" (code for not being able to breathe). When I realised I was getting sick on Tuesday I just lost it. It's like, fuck, what else do I have to cope with?
But I did cope. And I got through, because, it's times like these you learn to fight through, to get over. And realise that next time you will be able to do it too, because hell, throw it at me, I can take it. And I will stand up, and I will take it, and I will do it well.
But now, I need to go to sleep, because my body is very very tired.